Mixed emotion of hate and love hit you. You did not understand why despite of being a good wife, your husband no longer care for you instead it brought pain inside yourself. You don't know the reason why. You asked yourself, did I missed something? As being a good wife was not enough? What you did was to shed tears, the living memory of your frustration, heartaches and wasted marriage.
It was a wonderful scene seeing you together sharing laughter and dreams when you 2 first meet. Happiness fall around you as if there was no end. You elated hearing that the dream of being together for good is now to be realized. Your happiness was even greater when you have your first child. The child that give you inspiration, hope and courage to face all the tests of time. You don't mind giving your full attention to the child you love even more than yourself.
Then something gone wrong. An unexpected situation that rock your marriage. Promises were broken. It pained you deeply. The memory of a lost love keep bothering your mind even in your sleep. You don't know what to do. It weakened you. It hurts as if there was no life left in you.
You were now alone. The loneliness crept inside you numbing your entire body damaging the very fabric of your personality. You cannot even comb your hair. What was left in you was sadness of being the only person standing in the front of the door waiting and expecting that the happiness you felt before will come back for the second time. But it did not.
Many years had passed, it came into your mind to look for someone you can lean on to share once again your broken dreams. There were many guys but no one win your heart completely. You continued looking day and night with the hope that someone will be knocking at your door, the man that is the answer to your prayers. It was not easy but you tried, and failed again and again.
You did not fully surrendered your life for nothing. You were still hoping that someday happiness will be at your doorstep. You continued looking in every corners of the world doing it with interest that someday, somehow someone will come along who wanted to share with your life forever. You kept on looking and hoping, that was the only effort you tried for the moment.
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